Just a quickie before I commit myself to a never-ending, complicated reading of the magical world of 3lbs.
Everything sucks! Ngee~~ So much about seeing the glass half full eh..There are so so so so many things to be done and I’m missing my friends so much! I promised myself, I should at least talk to Lydia once a week, but never get around to do it. And nowadays, it’s just seemed like I only talk to friends when I’m stressed, or when things go wrong in my life - which is TERRIBLE! I surely don’t want friends come knocking at my door ONLY when they have problems. And yet, here I am, doing it to everyone else! Shame on me!
I am making a public apologize to my dearest babes for being absent in their lives these past few weeks (or months). I can’t take on the agony aunt role at the moment because I, myself is dealing with agonizing facts of my life. Being the Arfah who refuses to seek help from people (thinking that others have their own life to run - why bother asking help from them and make their life more difficult?) for the fear of burdening them and for the ego of "I can do this myself" is taking its toll on me. The reality sets in - I can’t do it all by myself!
Sorry Nad, to refuse to listen to your sadness last time around. Anyway, your birthday is coming! Take that as the beginning of a new life. Don’t look back if you can’t see the good memories of it.
Congratulations Hajar (on the recent event of your life), I dreamt of you last night! Got a letter (which is kinda weird kan) from you, stating your wedding date (you decided to not have an engagement after all, and went straight to the wedding). Mimpi~~~
Sya, my dear Sya… hope you are ok now.. You see, if he is meant for you, eventually, it will be. Panas tu kasi kurang sket ya…. A tips for you, everytime you start to feel irritated, count to 10. Selawat sket… Don’t lose your cool that easy lagi, k.
Mina…I know. I know something is going on with your life. But I can’t help you now. It sounds so selfish kan? Aiyo~~~ So bad of me.. For now, stay strong, k dear..Let me organize my scatter-ness (if there is such a word) dulu,k.
And Ain, the greatest thanks to you.. You are the most marvelous friend anyone could ever had. You are truly an angel. I have tried to be "there" for my friends, but in the end, I admit, I can’t do it as well as you do. I can’t put up with my friends’ problems if I have problems of my own, but you can. And I thought I was the one with a counseling degree (hehe..). I want you to have a happy life - and I think I know what happy means to you.. You deserve only the best in your life, dear.. You are my serenity source. I want to be the friend you have been for me.
ok now, I know the wedding is coming and most of you haven’t received my cards yet. Well, you are not going to receive it in any time soon. I know, I’m sorry. I am doing all wedding thingy last minute, here, k. So, please bear with me. I’m sitting for finals in a few days time and I haven’t start studying. So, I haven’t have time to write the cards and post it or hand it to you, yet. I will only get to do it starting May. Which means, you will get it, like a few weeks before the day ya. But, you know, I want you to be there, k. Unless, I can find a good soul who is willing to do it all for me (heehhehe…). Anyone who thinks she is able to spend some time for me, you help is very much welcome, k. dah lah my photographer pun tak confirm lagi with me ni..aiyo…
ok. ok. am having palpitation. study,back to study.
