“sehr sub”

Another 3 weeks to go, then I’m off to the comfort of Batu Pahat for a week plus (I hope), and back here again to try filling in my brain with everything we’ve learned so far and sit for exam for about 2 weeks and then…tadaaaaaaa…the one and only rewards I’m sure everyone is looking for ~holidays~.

Yes, I know…I rarely blog, I forgot friends’ birthdays, and I’m still procrastinating. Yeah..I’m so sorry for myself, too.

In the midst on my MANY (defines as kazillion) assignments, I did when to PD (for a few hours lah) to join the fellas. I’m so impressed with the rooms there! Thanks, Hajar for your understanding, and everyone else, too. At least, when Syiefa is done with editing the pictures, I’ll be in SOME of it. Hehe..

My heartful thanks to Syiefa (Yes, I know I have thanked you before, but I don’t think it’s enough) for saving my life that very day! My greatest thanks also to my dearest, dearest beloved Muqri, for teaching me to be independent - on that very same day Syiefa came to the rescue- though, I really want to believe that next time "things" happen to me, you will LEAVE THE OFFICE AND SAVE ME ya?

Oh, and dear Kak Gee..I’m so sorry we can’t talk long yesterday.. She called me and I don’t get to layan her because I was so busy tailing Putri’s car to get to HUKM. (which reminds me to text Asma and tell her I’ll be in HUKM every Thursday’s afternoon - before she founds out and call me a snob - hehehe - oooo..wait, Dr. Asma.she’s a doctor now!!!!). Well, anyway, Kak Gee was telling me that I got it! The interview thingy, it happens that I passed it and I got the job with the KKM.The thing is, I don’t know if you guys will call me a stupid for letting this go. Well, I don’t really care if you do, pun..hehe..but I hope I can get away with it without trying to explain to everyone the reason(s) I choose to become a full-pledge student instead of earning more than I had when I worked the last time. I hope I am right - with this decision I have made. But, if I am wrong, I know I will survive. Yes, I know..

Azim’s sudden death (well, it’s not THAT sudden lah, but it was a very short time from discovering the clot and leaving us all) really made me think…hard. Al-Fatihah to arwah Azim.. She’s young and she’s very healthy and yet, she "went" first. I hope she rest in peace…I might not live up to a hundred years. I might not even reach my 40s. Only He knows. So, I think I have to do all the things I had in my To Do List, or at least try to do it lah. I have waited for 2 years to study this, I don’t want to not be able to finish it and choose something else. I don’t want to die regretting the things I haven’t done - and I have wanted it so badly. Which reminds me, to have time for my friends! Gosh! I’m so bad at multi-tasking.

I have discovered a new side of me. Yeay! =) Well, now that I’m busy with my classes and neverending assignments, I don’t really complaint much about Muqri not having time for me. (Well, sometimes I secretly wish that he doesn’t have time for me, so that I can finish my work. oh, not a secret anymore, I guess. hehehe). The thing is, I understand him better - now that I also have things to do. I know that he can’t be there ALWAYS for me, and I accept that. No one is ALWAYS going to there for me. But, there will be one who can help me. It might not be him all the time, but there is someone else, like a friend. Sometimes, we forget that our partner is human - not a superhero who will be appearing next to you in milisecond everytime you are in trouble.

To everyone, SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

Yes, I know.. that I am trying to squeeze everything into this entry, because I don’t know when I can spend time to write again. So, to those who do read my blog (like dearest Fadhilah), I’m so sorry.

Hugs and kisses, everyone! =)         

I had this news when I visited Hana about a week ago. Hana, sitting in the Damansara Specialist bed, talking and laughing and was such in a jolly mood. It’s good that she has had the whatever it was in her bladder removed. She’s about 4 months pregnant and dreaming of me being pregnant. Haha..Not until in a few years time, babe. By that time, you had your toddler running about. Oh ya! Congratulations on your new job! =)

Gosh! I miss blogging! The first thing I did was to read Fadhillah’s blog. Somehow amidst of my sleepiness few nights ago, I thought of her and started thinking whether I have wish her birthday. Bad memory. I know it was in August, but always miss out the date. Sorry, girl. Anyway, she has this really nice story about Ghengis Khan (right ka spelling?) and his falcon. I love it! Good values.

I’m supposed to do my assignments and I can’t help but divert my focus in this very direction (of blogging). Haha. I miss writing in here…

I hardly chat with Nadia nowadays. I’m glad that she has a more stable job now (yeah, yeah..you might not be as glad as I am, huh, nad?). She has moved to Shah Alam. I miss her a lot now that she’s farther away. I miss her complaints about her job. Haha..As much as it sometimes make me sick, but I have enjoyed listening to her tackling her agony. Hahaha.. I hope you are fine there, Nad..

and then, there is Muqri. Who has started to get busy and busy by the day. Hmmm… I do wish we can join Hajar and the others..*sigh*

Now..where did I put the STAXI-2 manual?